happy holidays!

regards,

-yours truly-

 

a dance round memory tree

ditemani oren lavie entah mengapa prince caspian membuatnya sedih. narnia should have been fought with the initial four. jangan ada yang kurang satu pun. lihatlah harry potter! mereka tetap bertiga. yang lain boleh meninggal. tetapi jangan para ksatrianya.

 

ia tak ingat bahwa di masa kecilnya jagoan pernah ada yang meninggalkan penggemarnya. ah! kecuali mungkin john lennon. tapi baginya lennon masih hidup. di wajah-wajah mahasiswa ayahnya. yang membagi kesenangan mereka kepadanya. lewat jacky and martin. atau lampil. yah. lennon masih hidup. dan mereka cukup keren. menginap setiap malam. tidur jam 3 pagi. meliuk-liuk di atas meja gambar di antara kertas-kertas kalkir, jangka dan penggaris. setidaknya di matanya ketika itu.

 

tapi ksatria sebenar-benarnya adalah ayahnya. yang menggantikan spica dan sega dengan wayang gerak berbentuk obelix dan asterix buatan tangan. angkrok namanya, kata ayahnya. hiburan yang tahan lama. bahkan ketika listrik mati. she bet no dad has ever done that before. lalu dengan rokok di tangan kanan dan koran. sementara ia menari-narikan obelix dan asterix seolah melakon dalam negeri dewa-dewa. tidak benar kata mario teguh bahwa anak yang lahir dari orang tua perokok pasti akan menjadi perokok. lebih baik dengarkan mario bros untuk membasmi pasukan the bully coopa. yah. hidup memang tidak pernah mudah. tapi ternyata cukup indah. saat itu.

 

lagu terakhir. setelah itu tak banyak hal-hal indah di masa lalu yang bisa diingatnya. hampir semua terhapus oleh ksatria-ksatria palsu yang hanya menghiburnya sesaat. then leave her broken hearted. look at the trees, didn't stop at the top. not for him. used to borrow the wind for a walk. dengan kaca mata yang sekarang dipakainya, semua lebih jelas. look in his eyes for a dying flare. look for the wind in his yellow hair. and pretend you see the man who isn't there. adulthood is overwhelming. you see, hear and speak of things you wouldn't have had in mind as a child. pantas peter pan tak pernah ingin dewasa.

 

di dunia orang dewasa, tidak ada lagi ksatria.

dulce et decorum est pro partria mori*

by now i am already used to fighting alone.

but, it would be nice to have a companion;

even when s/he does not master any war craft.

or to the least to have people take my side,

'though they will never set foot at the battle ground.

in spirit, together,  we will fight the enemy!

make them aware,

that we don't go for lost battle!

 

hanya ada satu kata:

L A W A N !

 

*it is sweet and right to die for one's country

morning senbazuru

of course i excuse you

you're the more exotic rough version

of a mixed robertino and arman maulana

i know tons like you's

who dressed up in hardly washed clothings

of ragged shirt, flushed torn jeans and worn-out jackets

as if you're the hardcore type

yet you listen to d'masiv and alexa

that's okay. i dig them too.

plus, i have seen you pee,

and with that street look of yours

i think it's cute that you can't say 'awr'.

bertanduk

microphone i wished to be

to feel your lips divine

i will not protest thee

should we cuddle till the morning shine

Landon Pigg - Falling in Love at a Coffee Shop.mp4

i've seen the paths that your eyes wander down
i want to come too

i've seen the waters that make your eyes shine
now i'm shining too

because oh because i've fallen quite hard over you

if i didn't know you i'd rather not know
if i couldn't have you i'd rather be alone

..all of the while it was you..

meerkat manner

flower,

please forgive tosca.

as you're not supposed to be judgemental

;like us.