note to self (20)

for every achievement you did not make, you help at least another person to feel glad or safe about him/herself.

by the way's (7)

did you know that by staying below or at people's expectations, you are helping them to feel good about themselves? so, don't feel so bad if you feel like you are going nowhere, at least you are a less threat to other people.

note to self (19)

jika amat sangat tidak terpaksa, setiap kali akan merepotkan orang, ingatlah bahwa di hidup mereka sudah terlalu banyak masalah, jadi, mereka tidak perlu lagi dipusingkan dengan masalahmu.

rutin

tenang saja. seperti jalan berlubang, kubangan air, tai ayam atau orang dengan hiv/aids, saya sudah biasa, kok, dihindari.

note to self (18)

if you do feel annoyed, you don't have to say it, because it reflects in your behavior.  however, if you are not really annoyed and actually enjoy and even just slightly proud doing it, never say otherwise because it makes you an annoying hypocrite.

serendipity

tedong. pammarasan. katokkon.

i hate how things lead me back to you. or i secretly love it that i lead myself to them to get a piece of you back.

just when i thought i was over it

they say torajans share the same ancestors as bataks.

really. why must you. oh, well.