sorry, but

i'm not one out of many

who cited the sun, or raindrops,

or anything sugary

as their favourite.

the only time i ever like the sun

is when i need my laundry to dry.

i used to like the smell of rain,

until the sight of it

give me nightmares of hours wasted

jammed, out on the street, helpless.

as for anything sweet,

i consciously loathe them

for no good reason.

 

and yes, i hold grudge,

for indefinite time.