topeng

susah menahan air mata untuk tetap bersembunyi di kelenjarnya. kadang hidup sedemikian tidak bersahabatnya. tetapi semua orang terlanjur mengenalmu sebagai ia yang senantiasa menertawakan derita dan tersenyum pada luka. jika kau berhenti ceria, semua bahagia di dunia akan sirna.

on duty

i really am not in the mood to go for this wedding back home. but i have bought new shoes that he said pricey but looked nice on my feet. where else would i wear it if not at weddings?

 

i hope am allowed to bring my mobile phone and that there is mobile internet coverage at the venue. or at least all of these instant free messaging thing work well. or i can just shoot myself for being in a place where i only recognize around twenty people max.

 

oh. i am fucked.

mr. fahrenheit

i got slightly cheerful everytime i hear freddie mercury chants don't stop me now.

for fellow beasts

she glanced this way

i thought i saw

and when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw

no it can't be

i'll just ignore

but then she's never looked at me that way before

 

something there – belle and beast

 

marry you

he said yes!

too bad i was only singing along

to bruno mars'

(",)

lama sabakhtani

namanya eloina. perempuan terpilih. anak tuhan yang perempuan. cantiknya juga seperti cantik tuhan. cantik surgawi. suaranya pun semerdu suara tuhan. suara langitan. hatinya setulus pesan tuhan. tanpa beban.

 

tapi aku tidak mampu mengagumi, apalagi memujanya.

 

karena tanpa sadar, ia curi hati eloiku.

liebe lebay

i miss my sheldon cooper. who cut me short on ocs because he was in a difficult meeting. i know that he probably was busy restocking bandages or stretchers for jalalabad or amman. or deploying the red for kabul or kandahar or whereverelse. i know that in herod the american army are at an open war with the talebans. but my povidones are all expired and in french. and he should have put 'away' or 'busy' instead of 'available' on his ocs. maybe then, i wouldn't hurt as much.