26.12.07

renstra (resolusi ndak strategis) 2008

inilah sepuluh resolusi saya untuk tahun 2008 (hanya kata bendanya saja yang ditulis supaya hanya saya yang tahu maknanya):
1. renang
2. investasi
3. dvd dan buku
4. foto
5. biaya liburan
6. maluku
7. ibadah
8. papua
9. bunda maria tanpa kepala
10. buku

sayangnya tidak ada strategi apapun untuk mewujudkan kesepuluh niat baik ini.

16.12.07

why i love my job

1. it got me a dvd player from the family day.. for free
2. it made me do the elvis walk.. though it makes me realize how i'm no longer 12 (thus, am now still suffering from grabbing all those ropes.. shite!)
3. it gives me so many chances to see things i could never imagine before.. including thousands square metres land worth of the biggest pesantren in one of the ex-conflict area in this country
4. it took off the fear out of me.. and probably it ripped off my soul too.. sold it to the mother of all evil but not regreting it to the very bit
5. the people: bu dewi nisa brian lena mbak nina rosy mbak dini panji zelcko mbak rini lisa mas iven mbak enny hesti mbak dwi rofiq pak mul pak pepen edi pak tarjo pak iwan pak yadi joni mbak sugi roso mas winarwan mbak isworo georges dennis mas budi ana loukas layla bang freddie mbak minuk mbak rully bu rina pak ardi gisella corrado wira dokter gabriel mbak esterina mbak ria mbak lana mbak atiah mbak deissy flisch frederique daniel nicolas pierre luc (yea rite! haha..) mbak tuti boim arif pak hari and of course arnaud (wink wink)..
6. and most importantly.. it pays my bill

3.12.07

recompose recompass

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

 

sangat suka ini. ingat dia. ingat ibunya. meski tak pernah jumpa.

kalau kau masih ada, hai, apa kabar?