21.4.11

gerutu (13)

it is okay to limit diets or do anything that make you suffer,

just as long as you don't nag me about and moreover drag me into it.

for your kind information, i just want to be happy.

and i don't believe that stop enjoying good food is one of the ways.

note to self (13)

every seat you did not give up for the ones who needed it more than you,

is a bad karma for either you or your mother.

mirage

thought i have bigger boobs,

turned out it was the better bra.

18.4.11

gerutu (12)

just so you know, i consciously gave instead of lent you some, hoping that you will stop nagging me with your 'when are you getting married' or 'do you have a boyfriend' questions. just so you know, it is things like these, that make me think gazillion times to marrying somebody who could not provide for the family. yes, it is advised for adults to marry in our religion. but it is also in god's will for married people to be responsible of their marriage. my parents provide to your parents' family. and now i provide to yours. in that definition, don't you think i'm married too?

14.4.11

for fellow beasts

she glanced this way

i thought i saw

and when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw

no it can't be

i'll just ignore

but then she's never looked at me that way before

 

something there – belle and beast

 

konvensi

si sulung jika bertemu dengan orang yang tepat, menjadi seperti si bungsu

; sementara si bungsu, di situasi yang tepat, menjadi seperti si sulung.

jadi, apakah tepat, stereotipe terhadap si sulung dan si bungsu?

13.4.11

marry you

he said yes!

too bad i was only singing along

to bruno mars'

(",)

11.4.11

ergo, ego!

jika ingin dengar suaramu sendiri,

jangan panggil aku untuk bicara.

aku sibuk.

banyak cucian menumpuk.

lama sabakhtani

namanya eloina. perempuan terpilih. anak tuhan yang perempuan. cantiknya juga seperti cantik tuhan. cantik surgawi. suaranya pun semerdu suara tuhan. suara langitan. hatinya setulus pesan tuhan. tanpa beban.

 

tapi aku tidak mampu mengagumi, apalagi memujanya.

 

karena tanpa sadar, ia curi hati eloiku.

2.4.11

another

it's just another number. it's just another age.
another day to remember. and yet another page.
it's only another year. another mere date.
i need not another gear. just another friendly fate.

for another now,
let's live up to our promise that another time,
together we'll celebrate another crime.

-3.4.83+4.4.83 is another plan. someday, let's!-