irony

ketika orang-orang sibuk mencaci agama

of what they did and did not do

saya masih sibuk mencari harta

for what it gives and gives not

 

ternyata, saya tetap saja miskin (dan makin miskin)

of what i thought i have and turned out i have not

on john and jen

have you seen john these days? i'm pretty sure he now smokes pot. jen probably taught him how. well, who wouldn't succumb to pot when angelina takes over your gold. that's brad. who introduced jen to pot. friends is just another misery one has to deal with. with pot is how.

 

the point is. no friends and no brad. even with a john and pots. and no angelina. there is no jen.

note to self (2)

aku ingin menghujanimu dengan puisi!

oh wait, i already did that..

schmuck

never regret anything you did not do

never complain about everything you love to do

a supposedly puppy lust

mine is a labyrinth

in which the absence of you

is its less mystery

abadi

tomorrow i'll cry

but today i'll laugh

if you can't beat 'em. join 'em.

i was really bored with things. literally every thing. my mind started to wonder what are the best inventions of the world that normally made my life seemed less boring. and i came up with these:

 

1. indomie. it goes with everything at any given time. rainy days. hottest days. eggs. milk. cheese. meat. vegetables. even the president.

 

2. emoticons! if savage garden said that in santa monica you can be anyone you want to be, on internet, you can emoticon any thing you want to feel. who would have guessed that such an inanimate object could at times really describe your feelings. and it's already perceived as an actual word. with c in some languages. and k in some others. emoticon rules!

 

3. search engines and cyber encyclopaedia. literally these mean google and wikipedia. who cares that anything on the internet is unlikely to be valid. from houses to hamsters. you can just google it. from marxism to sesame street. you can just wiki them. it makes life easier. writing an essay has never been more effortless. composing a program document have never been faster.

 

4. tv serials. i'm really not the video killed the radio star kind of person. because it didn't. or the type that thinks that tv erodes one's life. people these days are not dumb, you know you can choose what you want to watch on tv. if you're making the bad choices, please don't scapegoat the tv. personally, i'm a tv serials addict. i watched almost everything. i was there at the making of the olsen twins. i even remember that even though riptide was a hit, i like joe penny more in jake and the fatman. boy! do that stephen j. cannell guy played a big role in my upbringing! and now i'm very much in awe to see all these brilliant ideas on tv serials. i mean something as simple as friends could make millions of people drawn in the romantic ideals of friendship. then there's will and grace, 30rocks, csi, my name is earl, weeds, psych, dexter. man! how can you not love tv?

 

5. youtube. exclamation point.

 

well. after making this list. now i can see clearly why my fabricated life is dull.