18.8.09

sure, it's not your fault

you may never know,

because you have such a harmonious parents,

whom you love so much and love you back more.

and i'm not going to preach about good virtue,

when i said it hurts to find other woman's stuff

among your father's stuff,

it hurts that much that you just want to shout

la la la la and cover both ears, pretending that

none of that happened and even if they do

they would go by so fast. still, on the contrary, 

the image will stay. and changed how you

look at your father. it will never again be with such an awe,

but with distrust, anger and disgust instead.

yet, the worst is looking at your mother,

who is clueless of how her heart will be broken.

something she thought would end,

the day she said i do, to the man she falls for profoundly.

 

still, i'm a person of my words. i'm not preaching.

it's just something i learned to feel along the way.

3 komentar:

sourdays sourdays mengatakan...

been there and am all ears if you wanna talk

asri saraswati mengatakan...

i second that. lets have an all-nighter.

neurotic freeloader mengatakan...

thanks. just some burried stuff i'm gonna let rot and never bring back. and only a small reminder to a friend. whose ego outsmarted her brain and neglected her conscience. then again, who am i to say what's right.