note to self (23) and wishlist (8)

i wished i could undo your life choices. when i said di atas langit masih ada langit, i do not actually believe that i knew another person dearly in my life that have problems bigger than yours. nor could i think of other problems worse than the ones you are facing or will face later. everybody carries his/her own cross, but yours is probably the heaviest. i do not know how the universe will untangle this one for you. and i cannot make sure that it will, at least maybe not soon, but i am just glad that you are still with us today.