10.2.12

blue skies gone gray

i honestly love the taste of muesli –or birdseeds as my friends refer to– with yoghurt. i never eat it to lose weight or anything like that. i eat anything that makes me comfortable. and muesli with yoghurt always brings me back to that particular time on the plane from frankfurt to geneva on that early winter morning. it comforts me to know that i was on it because somebody believed –even more than i have ever believed in myself–, encouraged, fought for and even assured that i may have some skills for this job. but now she left and i haven't had that much confidence for a while now. and muesli with yoghurt gives me that sense of reassurance if not an illusion of the past memory that things will turn out fine.

 

i guess i am one of those people who are too worried about the future, walked past the present like a ghost, and dwelled too much in the past.

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